Countdown to Perth!
[8:38 PM] Saturday, May 19, 2012
I've got my air ticket to Perth!
I wanna do the amazing things we did.
I want to wake up and find him sleeping beside me, to kiss his forehead and caress his hair when he's sleeping and snoring, snuggling session in the cold night under the blanket, to sniff his familiar scent when he hugs me, to bite his arm whenever I feel like, to give him a massage before turning in together for the night.
In fact, I'm getting impatient..
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Why, God.. why?
[4:51 AM] Sunday, April 22, 2012
We're two lovers, in love with each other. You tear us apart, literally. 2422 miles, 3898km apart. Distance is insignificant when someone means so much to you.
But why, God, why?
Do you have to make things difficult for us?
Bottoms up, Elvira.
[2:35 AM] Thursday, April 19, 2012
I miss him so much..
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Leather Jacket.
[5:17 AM] Friday, April 6, 2012
I was totally mesmerised by this genuine leather biker jacket from Topshop. Should I get it?
Bottoms up, Elvira.
It sucks when..
[5:36 AM] Monday, April 2, 2012
Leroy won't be coming back this October or should I say this year? Even if he does, he said it's just gonna be two weeks or so. I was totally looking forward for him to come back. However, my hopes vanished into thin air when he broke the news to me. Y'know it totally sucks when we just got together and the next thing I know, I gotta send him off again.
Work has been like sailing in storm lately but glad to say it's over! Thank God. It's so torturing, working with a two-faced, attention-seeking whore.
Bottoms up, Elvira.
My all-time favourite. ♥
[4:55 AM] Monday, March 26, 2012
This photo never fail to make my day. ♡
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Hope things get better.
[4:07 AM] Sunday, March 25, 2012
We've been neglecting each other lately. I'm busy with work, he's busy with studies.
Work has been really exhausting due to big events recently. I tend to fall asleep when we're on the phone after a long, tiring day of work. Moreover, I knock off pretty late. I felt remorseful for falling asleep when he waited in order to chat on the phone. I'm so sorry, baby. ): He has to turn in early since he has morning lessons. Not to mention that my baby is busy mugging away for his upcoming tests.
Is it just me or what? I really mind the fact that I'm.. Y'know, being too gluey/sticky etc. This has been bothering me for quite awhile. Thoughts like, "Am I replying too often?", "What the fuck is wrong with me? Isn't the idea of going Perth to find him a lil sick?", "Am I stopping him from what he's doing just to call me?" always come into my mind. I don't know. Just.. afraid.
Ah, fuck me silly. I really do hope my efforts of working the shit out of me pay off. Most of all, I hope things get better in time!
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Love.
[7:00 AM] Wednesday, March 14, 2012
I've placed my hopes aside after the previous relationship. The feeling of afraid to love, get hurt or that history repeats itself. I thought I found happiness when I'm with Davis but I found true happiness when I'm with Leroy. (My bad, I know nobody likes to be compared.)
I don't know why but just a strong feeling that I can place my hopes in him.
Life has been really wonderful ever since Leroy came into my life. Despite the obstacles we faced, it's still filled with laughters. He's like a buddy who I can pour my heart out to and do nonsensical/unglam stuffs with, as well as a loving boyfriend who's always there for me. Frankly speaking, I enjoyed his accompany that sometimes I'm afraid to lose him. Afraid that we'll drift apart.
We've been through quite a lot, considering sucha short period of time. We're working very, very hard. To prove our moms wrong and to people who think that this long-distance relationship that's not gonna work. To achieve our wish; to embrace each other and whisper,
"Baby, we did it."
I miss how my lips feel when they're pressed onto his cheeks. His smell when I'm leaning on his chest. How he pouts when I refused to give in. His giggles when he teases me. His irritating and unglam nonsense. His warmth when he's sleeping beside me. How our fingers intertwine. His embrace when he hugs me from behind. His kisses when I'm sorta asleep in his arms.
Most of all, I miss him.
This is so lengthy.. Y'know what? Forget everything written here but always keep this in mind:
I love you. I'm waiting for you. ♡
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Simple but sweet.
[4:17 AM] Monday, February 27, 2012
My love for you is escalating each day.
Bottoms up, Elvira.
"With love, from Perth."
[5:19 PM] Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Baby. ♡
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Chanel no. 5.
[10:47 PM] Sunday, February 19, 2012
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Departure to Perth.
[9:40 AM] Saturday, February 18, 2012
Sent Leroy off this morning. It was pretty heartwrenching after kissing him goodbye. At that point of time, I felt kinda helpless. You knew you would be going home with the feeling of something's amiss. I wanted to embrace him.
We made a promise that I wouldn't cry if I get to send him off. I decided to back off because I reached the limit of holding back the tears. True enough, tears just rolled as I walked away.
What's gonna be of us?
P.S. When I heard the news of getting distinction allows him to skip a year of studies, I kinda pressurised him of getting it on the spur of moment. Sorry baby, neglected your feelings and a lil selfish of me for doing that. Deep down, I hope that he knows I'm supportive in whatever decision he makes and will be there for him.
Bottoms up, Elvira.
Chanel No. 5 EDP x Versace Versus EDT.
[7:49 AM] Thursday, February 16, 2012
XOXO. Thanks for my sweet 18th gift! ♡
Bottoms up, Elvira.
